I’ve been meaning to start a blog specifically about tarot for ages. I’ve screwed around with various ideas, sketched things out in notebooks, flirted with creating a professional tarot business, and despaired into my wine after deciding that there were already a gazillion tarot people doing the same thing all over the Internet and in my local community. God who needs another reader.
It was my friends who pointed out that I was actually up to something a little different.
“I like getting readings from you because you’re direct. I don’t think I’ve ever had a reading with so much swearing.”
“You don’t talk about self-actualization. I don’t even know what that’s supposed to mean.”
“I feel like I can actually go home and do something about my problem. You’ve never told me to meditate or consult my inner child. What even is that.”
I wasn’t sure how to take the comment about swearing. Should I not swear? Am I totally off-putting? So why do people keep asking me to do readings for them?
The short answer, I think, is that I come off like a pretty regular person. I don’t do Yoga, meditate for an hour every morning, brew organic herbal tea, or talk to spirit guides. I drink Jack Daniels and eat hamburgers and say “fuck” a lot. I have stupid, boring problems, just like everyone else, and I don’t chock them up to karma or consider them messages-in-disguise from the universe (mostly).
Don’t get me wrong; my life is super magical. I’ve been practicing witchcraft for almost twenty years and have had an ongoing obsession with the occult since childhood. But my approach is practical and critical. To me, magic is about experimentation and adventure, not the abandonment of my intellect or common sense. And my approach to tarot is the same.
I’ve been busting my ass for the past several years studying the tradition of esoteric tarot and contemporary tarot practices. Intuition is important—as is personal experience—but it’s only one small part of what tarot has to offer. Why only talk about hunches and feelings when we can also draw on the wealth of established tradition and history surrounding the cards? The tarot community is full of bright people doing lots of worthwhile things, and we’ve all got our own styles. You can rely only on your intuition and be an amazing reader; that’s just not my personal flavor of tarot. I like the concreteness of hundreds of years worth of conversation, contemplation, and practical application. I like being able to tell you where these images come from and why they look the way they do, down to the tiniest detail possible. I like exploring the parallels across Western occultism, contemporary Paganism, Christian and Jewish traditions, and the New Age. I love the contexts surrounding tarot and the magic that happens when we can apply it to our unique situations, which sometimes seem so removed.
Tarot is fucking magical. It’s a spiritual system all on its own, but it can also complement whatever other path you follow (even if you don’t follow anything at all).
So this blog is about my own obsession with tarot. I’ll write about my studies, provide practical advice, ask for input, tackle problems, and post information about local events of interest. I’ll also write the periodic book, deck, or class review.